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Smith & Wesson 9mm pistol

The Minds of Billy Milligan

The Smith & Wesson 9mm pistol carries two kinds of significance in the book: it is a firearm documented by police and discussed in parole proceedings, and it is a controlled object within the inner group, where Ragen alone is permitted to handle guns. Its documented location beneath a chair gives it a material place in the arrest; the inner rules and conflicting accounts around it make it part of a larger dispute over responsibility, danger, and the limits of self-protection.

Identification and Recovery

During the apartment arrest, officers placed Milligan in a red chair. Sergeant Dempsey looked beneath it and found a nine-millimeter Smith & Wesson pistol, which he slid out with a pencil. The account describes Milligan as staring ahead with a dazed, trancelike expression. Nearby, an officer began to lift the seat of a brown chair and reach for ammunition, but Dempsey stopped him: the officers had an arrest warrant, not a search warrant, and he asked Milligan whether they could proceed with a search. Milligan stared blankly rather than answering in the scene as recorded.

The later inventory makes the distinction between the firearm and the other ammunition especially clear. Beneath the red chair was the Smith & Wesson 9mm, with a clip and six live rounds. Beneath the brown chair were a separate clip containing fifteen live rounds and a plastic bag containing another fifteen. Nikki Miller took the collected evidence to the clerk of courts, had it notarized, and turned it over to the property room. The pistol therefore enters the narrative not as an indistinct allegation but as an item with a reported location, accompanying ammunition, and a documented chain of custody.

Parole Proceedings and the Meaning of Evidence

At a conference of the Adult Parole Authority, Gary Schweickart encountered a more relaxed Milligan than the nervous man he had first met. The discussion, however, turned quickly to the weapons. The parole officer’s report and Sergeant Dempsey’s testimony described a 9mm Smith & Wesson and a .25-caliber semiautomatic with a five-bullet clip as having been found during the arrest. Schweickart asked whether the weapons had been test-fired. The chairman said they had not, while maintaining that they were genuine guns because they had clips. Schweickart’s question focused attention on the difference between an object identified as a gun and evidence that it had been shown capable of firing. The pistol’s presence mattered in a proceeding about parole, but the discussion also exposed what the available testing had and had not established.

This distinction does not erase the firearm’s significance: it was recorded under the chair and treated as a real weapon by the parole authority. At the same time, the hearing does not report a test-fire result. The pistol’s evidentiary force is thus presented through a combination of physical recovery, official testimony, and an explicit question about proof, rather than through a claim that the hearing settled every issue surrounding it.

Rules Within the Inner Group

The pistol is also governed by an internal system of permission. When Judy Stevenson asked about the guns, Tommy said that Ragen was the only one allowed to handle them. Arthur later described the rule more fully: Ragen, identified as the keeper of rage, had that specialty, but could use guns only for protection and survival. Arthur connected this restriction to a broader expectation that Ragen use his strength for the common good and not to harm others. The wording of the rule makes the pistol more than a possession: access to it is assigned to one personality and constrained by a stated purpose.

That internal account sits uneasily beside the criminal allegations. Gary raised the women’s reported assaults, and Arthur rejected the allegation that Ragen had raped anyone. He said Ragen admitted robbing three women in October, while denying involvement in an earlier case and denying sex crimes. Ragen, speaking with Schweickart and Judy, likewise said he would confess to three robberies near the university but denied being a rapist; he feared that imprisonment would endanger the children within the group. These statements establish the characters’ positions, not an independent resolution of the disputed charges. The firearm can anchor the question of access and possible danger, but its recovery alone does not prove every act attributed to the person said to control it.

The Weapon in the October Account

The pistol reappears in the account of Ragen’s decision to leave before dawn on Friday, October 14. After seeing bills on the table and concluding that money was needed for the younger ones’ food and winter clothes, he said aloud that he would commit robbery. He put his Smith & Wesson into a shoulder holster and jogged west toward the Ohio State University campus. The narrative specifies the pistol’s place on his person and situates its departure within his stated concern about the household’s needs. It does not, in this passage, establish that this particular firearm was used in each later offense.

The contrast between the inner rule and the stated decision is pointed. Arthur’s account limits firearms to protection and survival; Ragen’s October explanation presents robbery as a response to unpaid bills and the needs of the children. That explanation supplies his rationale, but does not convert the act into the protective use prescribed by the rule. The same object is therefore framed both by an internal code and by conduct that the code does not straightforwardly authorize.

Narrative Significance

Across the arrest, the parole conference, and the later account of Ragen’s departure, the pistol moves between material record and contested meaning. Its position under the red chair makes it tangible; the separated ammunition, notarized inventory, and parole testimony show how authorities classify and handle it. Within the inner group, exclusive permission to handle guns gives the weapon a place in internal governance, while the disagreement over robbery and rape demonstrates the limits of that governance as an account of events outside it.

The book does not make the pistol a self-sufficient explanation of Milligan’s actions or of the charges. Instead, it repeatedly places the object beside competing forms of testimony: police recovery, official discussion of whether the weapons had been tested, Arthur’s description of the rule, and Ragen’s admission to robberies alongside his denial of other accusations. Its significance lies in that convergence. The gun is concrete evidence, a controlled instrument, and a point at which claims about protection, need, and criminal responsibility become difficult to keep separate.